caffeinated hallucinations

on some days, it's a grand task just getting out of bed. dejavu plays a tricky game on the comatose mind that's being sustained by injections and injections of the poison we call caffeine, to the extent that one just begs for euthanasia of a certain sort.

the Lord knows that i have enough to deal with at this present time. and for the love of all that's good in this world, i really don't need any additional drama. so spare me those playbacks. i hate repetitions.

perhaps i ought not to be so complicit in my own mental suicide. resolution for the new year? yeah, that would qualify.

nothing makes my heart palpitate beyond the power of caffeine. save alcohol. or maybe it's the hunger pangs that are playing their game. whichever it is, i can't put my finger on it.

i totally wasn't tailor-made for this world, i'll grant you that.

it's a beautiful day.